Last Thursday I moved into my very first own apartment. I really like the apartment, 'coz it's cozy on the one hand but on the other hand there is enough space for me, too. And the view isn't so bad either. lol
I like to live on my own, but sometimes it's really hard, too. Last weekend we brought all my stuff to the flat and when I said goodbye to my parents and my little brother I started to cry. I know that I live only an hour by car away from my family and that I'll drive home every weekend, but it's so weird and sometimes so lonely to live alone.
But to tell you the truth, at the moment I don't have so much time to feel lonely 'coz I have so much to do for Latin and there are the two seminaries, which I have to prepare as well.
At the very moment I don't have Internet at home, so I have to use the Internet at the university. That's alright, but the real problem is that my cellphone doesn't work anymore since Tuesday. I was just talking to my dad when the connection broke down and since that very moment I can't call anyone (except the emergency) nor send a massage. I really hope that I'll fiend out what the problem is.
OK, I gotta quit now.

C ya

First Week At The University!

Tomorrow will be my very first day at the university. OK, last week I've been at the university as well, but we just got lots of informations about the university, the city, etc. And we made a ralley, I've been in the disco, ...
At the very moment I'm in the university as well, in the "Theologicum". In the morning I had an appointment do create my timetable:
Monday: FREE
Tuesday: 08h15-09h45 Latin; 12h00-14h00 Liturgy
Wednesday: 08h15-09h45 Latin; 14h15-15h45 Latin Tutoring; 18h00-20h00 Orientation Seminary
Thirsday: 08h15-09h45 Latin; 10h15-11h45 Latin Tutoring, 14h00-16h00 Seminary about Martin Luther
Friday: 08h15-09h45 Latin
I'm pretty exited about starting studying, but I think it'll be very hard, too, especially Latin.
The only problem is that I haven't got an apartment yet, not until November 1st so I have to go by train every day and the train needs 2 hours :( which means spending a lot of time in the train ......
It's just tow and a half week, but I have to stay up at 04h30 to get the train at 06h00 and I really have problems to stand up in the morning, especially when it is this early ...
OK, I gotta go now!

Another fire!

I promised to tell you when there is anything new about the fires and now there is, but nothing positiv :(
Two nights ago it has been burning right behind the fence of our neighbours backyard. I really don't get it! How does this arsonist light the fires without being seen? And why does the police have no idea who it might be nor how he does light these stupid fires? The whole damn thing is a big mistery ....
This time it wasn't as close to the houses as last time, but still close enough. None of us has anymore ideas what we could do to prevent another fire. The neighbours freak out and get kind of scared and nervous.
The whole situation is SO weird!!!!

Fire!

Believe it or not last night it has been burning near our house, again! The whole damn thing started about a year ago when somebody set trees and bushes on fire. We called the police each time but nothing ever happened. Every fire was a bit closer to the houses than the last. The last two times the fences of two of our neighbours have been burning.
Tonight it was really frightening because it was SO close. Our neighbours on the right side woke up around midnight and because they heard a sound like falling raindrops they wanted to close their window. But than they saw the flames higher than the house (so about 7-8 m) right in front of their window . They called the fire brigade and started putting out the fire. For a better understanding: We are living in a terraced house and between the front yard of our neighbours on the right hand and our front yard is a high hedge which was burning. My father woke up, too, and after waking up my mother he helped our neighbours while my mother called the police. By the time the firemen came the fire was already out. So the firemen could drive back home again. The officers wrote down everything about last night and the other fires.
By the time I woke up the fire wasn't burning any more, but you could see pretty clear where it has been burning.
Now we, the neighbourhood, are thinking about installing video cameras. But to tell you the truth I don't think that it'll help much. The whole street and all the houses are already illuminated so I don't think he is afraid, not really. And he won't be afraid if there's a camera or he'll find another way to set things on fire without being seen. But maybe I'm wrong, I don't know ...
I only know that it was pretty close, far too close. I really hope that they'll catch the asshole, but he leaves no trace behind. So it'll be hard or impossible to find out who he or she is. Only if he makes a mistake we'll have a chance.
I'll tell you if something new in this case happened.

P.S.: The picture is the hedge after the fire.

University

OK, now two steps are already taken on my way to the university. The first on is that I registered for for a student hostel, but I won't get an apartment soon 'coz the waiting list is SO long that you have to wait for about 6 to 8 month. So I'm looking for a room in a group sharing flat. I already found one and made an appointment to visit them this Sunday at 11am in Göttingen. As soon as I know more about where I'm going to live I'll let you know.

The second step I took was to register at the university. That was on Wednesday. And now I only have to wait for an answer and than I'll be able to take the third step and send lots of informations (a curriculum vitae, my final report, my registration certification, a certification about my membership in the church and a passport photograph). The most difficult thing about all this stuff is the curriculum vitae 'coz it has to be in whole sentences and not only tabular and I have to write about my motivation as well.

When all this is done I have to make an appointment with o (future) prof of mine and another appointment with the woman from the church who is responsible for the students.

At last I'll have to by books, and some stuff form my apartment (or what ever it'll be) and all the other things I'll need when I move and start studying. So you see my "To-Do-List" is pretty long! lol

OK, c ya!!!

Harry Potter!

On Saturday morning I bought the new Harry Potter book and started reading immediately! I love this book. It's SO exiting!
Monday Night I finished it. There are lots of things which would have never expected, but other things I already guessed before I started reading! But I won't tell you more about the book, 'coz I don't wan anyone to be upset 'coz I wrote some thing about the book what he/she didn't want to know.
So there isn't much more to tell. But I really think it's advisable to read the book.

Oh, by the way, last week I've been watching Harry Potter And The Oder Of The Phoenix twice. I really like the film, even so there isn't everything from the book in the film. But apart from that it's really great. So, if you haven't seen it yet you should really do it!

I got it!!!

Last Wednesday we got our points from the final exams. Mine are alright. Especially English (11 points out of 15) and French (09 points). My average mark is 2,7. It's not the best, but it's OK and I'm SO glad that I don't have to do another oral exam. ^^
At the moment I'm making a practical training in our church. I really love it and by now I'm 100% sure that I wanna be a pastor myself.

Since last Saturday I got a job for the summer holidays. I'm an attendant in an arts museum. It isn't my dream job, but it's OK.

In August I can finally register at the University of Göttingen. I'm SO happy that I know at last what i wanna do in my life and I'm sure that it'll be fun to study, to live alone in another city, ... OK, I know that studying is a lot of hard work as well, but over there I got the chance to meet new people.

See you, have good day!!!

The first day of the rest of my life ...

Yesterday was my oral exam. It was horrible. First I was just nervous, especially the moment I entered the preparation room. I felt even worse when I entered the room where my teacher was sitting. I felt as if I had to vomit and on the other hand I thought I was going to faint.

The result wasn't so bad (a C), but I know that I could have made it better. But I can't change it anymore. I only hope that I'll never have to do something like that again, but I probably have to. 'Cause if my marks in the other exams aren't good enough I have to do an extra oral exam. I think English would go even French, but I pray that I don't have to do an oral one in Physics!

But I don't wanna talk about school anymore. It's over ... let's hope so! ^^ Today I've done nothing else but to relax. I look 7th Heaven on TV and than I listened to Martina McBride, made a couple of sudoku and read. And that is exactly what I'm going to do for the next couple of days. Just relaxing! And than I'll be on holidays with my friends! ^^ Tonight I'm going to meet my friends as well. We'll look some DVDs and talk, as usually. lol

I gonna quit for the moment, but I'll be back!!! lol

Be Happy!!!

I'm SO happy 'cause I just wrote my last exam. It wasn't so good, but it was the last and that's enough to be happy. I already know, that I made some mistakes. But I wrote at least to every task something. I'll tell you on 13th June.
Last week I wrote English and French. I think these exams have been pretty good, but I don't know for sure. ^^
Next Wednesday I'm going to have my oral exam. At the moment I think it'll be all right, but I'm sure that I'll be extremely nervous.

But at the very moment I don't wanna talk about school anymore.^^

On Saturday I've been shopping with a friend of mine. It was really funny. I bought some shoes :D (flip-flops) and two CD's ("Martina McBride - Waking Up Laughing" and "Carrie Underwood - Some Hearts"). And now I'm broke! So I gotta borrow some money from my parents, because I still have to by a present for my brothers confirmation. I gonna buy him a book, 'cause I think that's better than a PlayStation Game.

Tonight I gonna meet my best friends, the funnydreamteam! We haven't decided jet what to do, but I'm sure that it'll be a lot of fun, as usual!

C ya

It's over now

Yesterday was my last day in school. Now I only have to go back to write my exams, but no more classes. They gave us some last informations about our exams and about what we have to do and what we aren't allowed to do. During the speech of our headmistress I realized the first time that there are only three weeks left and that I haven't really started to learn yet. I'm feeling weird 'coz I'm scared, happy and nervous. All at the same time!

Today I started to do something for French which means listening to the most boring Audio book I've ever heard. "Bonjour Tristess" by Françoise Sagan. It is very good if you wanna fall asleep, but if you have to remember the whole book ... it isn't so easy. lol
And I ordered the Audio book "The Tortilla Curtain" by T.C. Boyle because I know that I'll never manage to (re)read so many book in three week (Bonjour Tristess, The Tortilla Curtain, The Remains of the Day, La Jeune Fille au pair and Romeo and Juliet). So I'll look the movie to "The Remains of the Day" and "Romeo and Juliet", so that I just have to read "La jeune Fille au pair". And apart from all these books I have to learn everything we made in Physics. And we did a lot more ind English and French than reading book, so I have to study all my notes there as well. But I started at least. :)

Yesterday night I've been with my friends (the funnydreamteam, lol) in a Bar. It was SO funny. We laughed a lot and some folks around there looked at as because we've been pretty loud and made a lot of pictures. It was fantastic!!! And tonight one of my friends is alone at home and we are all going to visit her. We'll cook and watch DVDs and do all kind of stuff. I'm sure it'll be another funny night!

I gotta continue to learn, so c ya!!!

Only 5 Days Left ...

I can't believe it. There are only 5 days of school left and then I only have to go back to write my final exams and to get my final report. It's incredible. At the beginning of this school year I thought that there is still SO much time and now ...
In three weeks I'll write my first exam in English (13th April) and French tow days later. My Physics exam be the 24th April and one week later I'll have my oral exam in History.
I hope that I'm passing all my exams, because I don't want to do this class a second time.

Next Friday is the last day and there I'll get the report for this (very short, only7 weeks) semester.

On the one hand I'm absolutely happy that it is over but on the other hand I'm SO scared. I have to learn SO much for the exams and I'm not so sure where to start.

But after all I have finally decided what to study. I'll go to Göttingen and I'll study Theology!


Have a nice Day!

Vacation

Wednesday we got our semester report and mine is alright. It's not the best I ever had, but it's OK. English: B; French: B-; German: C-; History: B+; Religion: B+; Physics: C-; Math: B; Physical Education: C+.
Physics, OK, I really should do my homework, but I always need SO long to do them and hardly have time for it. And German, I absolutely hate this woman. My oral mark is an A- and my written mark a D (OK, that's really bad, I know) and it's 50 % each. Hello, how can that be a C-? It must be a C+! *angry*
Right after getting my report I went on vacations with a friend of mine ('cause we always have to days of vacation after getting our report). We went to Norderney (it's an island in the North sea) by train and ship. It was a lot of fun (*laugh*) , but cold and very windy. We stayed there until Saturday morning and then went home again. It's along way and we need it 7 hours and even so we played cards, read and listen to music it was just boring. :
In the evening I've been at our "Abi-Party". It was alright, not my favorite type of music, but that doesn't matter. The only problem was I had bad headache, so after about 2 hours I went home. :(
At home I opened my window and wanted to close it a couple of minutes later, but I fell asleep at once and at 8 o'clock I suddenly woke up and it was freezing cold in my room. But after closing my window I slept for another 5 hours. lol

To night I visited a friend of mine. Me and my set we talked about where we wanna go on vacations together after we finished High School. We decided that we wanna spend 1 week on Majorca, probably the second week in May. The following week we are going to book it, I think, or a week later. I don't know. *laugh*

Annoying Kids

These kids are going on my nerves!!!
I'm helping two kids (a boy and a girl) to become better in English and most of the time they are quite nice, but today they have been really terrible.
The boy had to learn his vocabularies while the girl had to correct her English test and she needed my help to do that. But each time I tried to help or correct her she just didn't listen.
They kept talking the whole time. When I said "Stop talking", they just stopped for a little while. And then they started talking again. That is one reason why I never wanna become a teacher, 'cause if I can't even handle two teenagers how shall I handle 30?
Normally I really like to help them, but sometimes I just wish that I have to do it never again! In a couple of month I don't have to, 'cause after finishing school I'll leave my hometown and move to an other city to study there. And I don't know yet if I'm going to help some other kids over there, too. Maybe yes, maybe no!

"Study The Spirit"

I just spent my weekend getting lots of information about studying theology. It might be the right thing for me, but I'm not sure ...
What about my chances to get a job? OK, they said it's easy to get a job, here in Lower-Saxony, but I don't wanna stay here! I wanna live in Canada, no matter which part. :)
What shall I do if I don't study theology? I thought about aviation- and space technique. But I don't know if I'm really the scientific type or if I'm the social scientist?
My Dad says that it would be easier to find a job as an engineer than as a pastor. Mum says that she thinks theology would probably make me happier and the study would be easier, but at the moment she can't imagine me on a pulpit.
And me? I have no idea ... My heart says theology but my mind says think about everything, try to find out what you really want and remember that going to Canada will be a lot easier if you're an engineer.
But there are all these questions in my head as well and I can't answer them: Will I manage the study, no matter whet I'm doing? What will be easier for me? What do I wanna do for the rest of my life? What do I imagine what I'll do if I'm an engineer? what about my dream to go to Canada? ... There are so many questions in my head which I can't answer. And I start getting pretty confused! ?-(
I have to admit that I'm scared to make the wrong decision. May be I'll be happy as an pastor but what if I'm never able to go to Canada? Or I become an engineer in Canada but I hate my job? Which situation would make me happier? ... ?-(
Why does it have to be SO complicated? Why can't it be easier? I know life is never easy, but it would be nice if it is easy ...